Just when I think...

Just when I think I have my doctor figured out, she sent me results early.  They're mixed results with progression in liver and lymph nodes but stability in bones and previous spots on liver. Once again it's decision making time.  I see her Thursday, so hopefully I will have some clarity by then.  My head has been spinning and emotions are erratic but by Thursday I hope that I will have processed enough to have a good conversation with the doctor.  On Saturday, I posted on Facebook that my grandmother had been on my mind and added some pictures of mementos I have from her.  Her Bible is full of scraps of paper--recipes, obituaries and random quotes.  This one was there Saturday afternoon.  Hmmm, she must've been sending me a message.